life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Monday, April 16, 2007 { 4/16/2007 06:30:00 PM }

oh my mamamamama. very bored...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to go out. luckily pris found her necklace. my burden lessen by a LITTLE. haix dunno la. dunno wad is mummy thinkin today la. she want to do everythin so fast when she cannot lo. then when somethin wrong, she will start staring at me. what the hell. ytd i cry myself to sleep. -_-" why so many things happen neh? good and bad. BUT more bad.. haix why? why! why? janneeee...!!! prisss..!!! aahemm..!!!!

didn do much today la. haha THURSDAY IS MY ENGLISH MID YEAR...! OH MY GOODNESS. im not ready for anything...!!! :'( i want to cry already. why everythin come so fast when im not prepared. why does everythin come so slow when im ready. haix....! wei shen me. i jus realise today's post have so many why. anybody want to count?!?! hahahaha bleh. :] very blur, crazy, irritated, happy? today. blehhhhh..! rawh.

eh. please la. if you dont want to let go and continue to move on, how are u goin to live a strong life. everything come and go. all the relationship that u are goin thru now is to strengthen you, yr feelings and emotions. you dont let go whatever u are holding on, you will not learn your lesson. you did it once. you can do it again..! now everything tt u are goin thru is challenges. i have gone thru many relationship and friendship. all the tears are gone. i have move on. HAVE YOU?!?!?! both of us are here to help you with anything. i pour everythin to you when im down, now is your turn to pour the things to us. dont keep it to yourself, silly girl. what are friends for. please la. THINK.! you really have to move on and not get stuck. be strong girl. u cannot alw stay at one point for so long. come out of your comfort zone girl. both of us are always waiting for you and we move together. time dont wait for you but we do. okay. as what we always say to each other: WE LOVE YOU...! XD haha trust us my dear girl. :] now your turn to take one step. u took once but u move back cox of memories. u have to continue and not, NEVER hesitate. ok? TAKE CARE....!!!!!

crazy girl..! ( you should know who u are ) haha try to let go abit okay. now all u have is the necklace tt is arnd your neck and the memories we all been together. we have to help each other. all your problems are all our problems. all her probs is ours too. right? like what you say THERE IS NO SECRETS IN BETWEEN US..! we have to go thru eveything together yeah? dont let yr emotions and feelings bury the others example yr studies and yr strong side of yourself. this is not the strong, happy priscilla i know. you are the one tt make me think more positively. you have to continue to change our mind sets of being happy and thinkin positively.. stay strong and happy crazy girl. WE WILL BE TOGETHER, GOING THRU HAPPY, SAD, GOOD AND BAD THINGS TOGETHER ALWAYS.! remember. only now, studies come first..! then the others ok. we have to study together, teach and learn together ok. do well for this once and we dont have to repeat it again. why bother to. so we have to study our best now. nothing can come in our way except for studies. understand.?! faster get over and done with and we can continue with many others. ok? go and think again. its no use crying and wasting all your tears. do u think tt we and he want to see u like tt in this state. we want back our priscilla yea.? i know you can do it. i know that. stay happy yeah.

i may or may not change wad u are thinkin right now. but i ope tt yr will think everythin thru thoroughly. ANYTHING...! tell me, or anyone one of us. kae. NEVER, keep it to yourself. we must and will help each other no matter what ok. you are part of my life now. please ok. think again. get out of the trap tt u are in now. i know you two can do it. all the best yea. i will always be here for u hor. hahaha :] NIC LOVE YOU TWO ALWAYS..!! hugs.! XD